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I am Moony over at DW - it's empty, because I forget I have it, but in case these DDOS attacks keep happening or LJ goes down for an extended period of time that's where I can be found. Please let me know if you're on DW so I can friend you.

And I want to say that even though last night was pretty awful and it took ages to go to sleep, and I kept waking upfrom nightmares and fits of panic, today was better. Because of the staggering kindness of friends and strangers. It was nice to wake up to something positive and feel a little of what I think might be hope. [livejournal.com profile] irisbleufic, you're impossibly lovely, as are those of you who participated. Thank you. I'm going to pick up my new medication today, get some boxes and get started on packing up.

And to Northrend Commonwealth, thanks for looking after me and distracting me and giving me a pep talk. You're the best guild a werewolf could have.

I'm still pretty wobbly, I've felt a bit sick all day, but it's good knowing you're all out there. I just have to keep thinking of you guys, and it helps me put one foot in front of the other. It helps me open my eyes in the morning.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

ETA: If you are concerned, and you would like to talk to me about what happened in 2002, please drop me an LJ message. I'm happy to tell you my experiences, so that you can make your own decisions about something that happened nine years ago.

Donating anything to a perfect stranger on the internet can be unsettling. You have a right to know where your money goes - if you would like to see receipts (today I paid for my venlafaxine prescription, which used a portion of the donated money), or you'd like to know what I'm planning to do in this situation, don't hesitate to ask.

Date: 2011-04-05 11:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kikainausagi.livejournal.com
I am so glad you're feeling better. I can't donate at the moment, but you have been in my thoughts all day. *hugs*

I'm coinin over on DW. I just added you. :)

Date: 2011-04-06 03:44 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] moony

I added you, too!

Date: 2011-04-05 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amine-eyes.livejournal.com
I'm glad you feel a little better hun, we'll always be here to help :)

And tese DDoS attacks SUCK :( Only good thing is that I'm stretching my Googlefu to find ways round it >_>

Ah well, onto a new day :)

Date: 2011-04-06 12:08 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-04-06 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cerulean-sky.livejournal.com
I am cerulean_sky over there, too. I'm thinking of mirroring my journals (not sure in which direction) and maybe using DW a bit more, but I love LJ still and want it to be awesome.

Also, the cockles of my heart was warmed to see that your LJ friends rallied to get you some help. I really think the community we manage to build here is kind of amazing. :)
Edited Date: 2011-04-06 12:16 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-04-06 03:40 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] moony
When I went to bed last night I couldn't imagine feeling good again for a long time, but this morning I saw my e-mail and it was just like... It was less about the money and more about the reminder that I am not alone. It's so easy to feel completely isolated when you are, in a way, completely isolated, but than God for fandom. When the good outweighs the bad, it's wonderful.

Date: 2011-04-06 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cerulean-sky.livejournal.com
It's pretty amazing. Somehow this, even more than the fandom auctions for Japan or Christchurch or any of the other disasters, made me tear up and grin.

I really wish I had something to give you other than this: ♥ ♥ ♥

Date: 2011-04-06 12:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madrona-8.livejournal.com
I'm madrona_8 over there as well. Not that I have anything up there yet but there you go....I really should my little things there just in case.

Date: 2011-04-06 02:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] uwsannajane.livejournal.com
I sent a contribution I wish could've been a lot larger. I've been your age, and on my own, and in need of assistance, and know how tough it is. Hope your friends and virtual friends can transport you easily to a good safe place.


Date: 2011-04-06 03:43 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] moony

Honey, that is lovely of you. Are you sure? I'm worried, and I would rather know you're okay than take your money. Please let me know.

There are plans forming here, my bosses know everyone in town and are ears to the ground about possible roommates/apartments. I'm hopefully going to go look at a couple this week.


Date: 2011-04-06 05:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] uwsannajane.livejournal.com
It's cool! Not going to cause any difficulty - really it feels a bit like sending you a pretty feather in thanks for all your lovely writing. All's well here, which I hope will be true for you soon.

Date: 2011-04-06 03:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] liret.livejournal.com
I'm glad you were able to get your prescription! And I'm glad today was better.

Date: 2011-04-06 03:44 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] moony

I'm glad, too. I think it will help with coping with this crapola if my brain can fire correctly. :)

Date: 2011-04-06 08:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] caliena.livejournal.com
I am very glad that things are better for you today :)

Date: 2011-04-06 11:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veronamay.livejournal.com
I don't want to see receipts, and I don't want a refund. I don't really know you, or any of the various people posting warnings about you. I didn't donate anything I couldn't afford to lose. Basically, I have no stake in any of this except for the cash I sent through.

I don't want to know the details of what happened nine years ago. What I'd like is to see you show the people posting those warnings that they're wrong about who you are now. I want to know that the money I donated to you isn't going to be wasted on someone who doesn't want to help themselves. I want to see you posting in six months' time about how much better your life is, how living with your dad is the best decision you ever made, and how you're getting back on your feet again and feeling positive about the future.

I hope very much that this is what happens, and I wish you good luck in doing it.

Date: 2011-04-06 11:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sirona-gs.livejournal.com
I'm so glad things are getting better for you! I am concerned, and I do want to know what happened, but I do not want to pry, so tell me only if you want to/feel comfortable enough to. It's not often that I'm in a position to help out someone I admire' I'm very glad I was this time, even if it's such a small sum.

Feel better, darling.


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